Friday, September 10, 2010

I wish I could believe in signs...

After supper tonight, I dragged the family outside for a walk around the block. Up in the sky was this:


The photo doesn't do it justice, the rainbow stretched across the whole sky. (D.G. had the camera and didn't get my psychic message about posting it on my blog.) I want the rainbow to mean that the worst is over for us, but I know that's just not true. It's just an illusion created by rain and sunshine. A beautiful illusion, but an illusion none the less.

5 comments:

therootofallevel said...

i think this could be a VERY good sign, but i know how you feel. the other day i saw a dead butterfly on the sidewalk. squashed, one wing missing. it looked exactly how i feel on the inside. i just stood there looking down staring at it thinking "this is my life now." strange moment.

Jessica said...

I pray that it is a good sign. At the very least you got to view some beauty on this Earth that has caused all of us so much pain... **hugs**

Megan said...

Maybe just let it be a sign that you were able to appreciate the beauty of the thing. I want a freaking sign that I will emerge from this dark ugly place unscathed. I want to know that I won't always be this bitter and full of black pointy anger. I just don't think I've managed yet to look up and LOOK for a sign. You looked! That's positive, right? (And honestly, if nothing else the fact that you left your house is a good sign to me. I have a hard time lately)

Violet1122 said...

Praying that your tears of sorrow will soon become tears of joy...

Miss Ruby said...

Hmmm I don't agree that it's just an illusion. It's whatever you WANT it to be.

I know you don't believe me but you will emerge from the dark place that you're in now, I can't tell you when or where just that it will happen.

I hope that each day that passes, that brings you closer to emerging from the darkness, also brings you a bit more peace.

x