Trying to adjust to life without my son...
Thursday, August 4, 2011
16 Months
Well yesterday was and it was one of the hardest days I have in ages. I broke down crying in the middle of trying to make lunch. (I can't remember the last time I broke down crying without there being a specific reason.) Stress, hormones, Reid's anniversary and everything else are wearing me down. I find myself wishing for a weekend alone in my bed, you know like the "good old days", a year ago when the pain was new and raw. I always miss my baby boy, but right now it feels like the ache and desperate longing has returned.
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Yes, me too. Some days I swear being pregnant again makes me miss her MORE. Not that I am not grateful to get another chance, but I'm sick of being pregnant.
I'm sorry Car. It's a lot to deal with, it really is. I found that being pregnant again stirred everything up xo
I was floating on a high too until Wednesday hit. Sucks the wind out of the sails doesn't it? Love to you and Reid always my friend~
oh i constantly long for the early days where i could be raw and just lie around for days at a time...
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