Tuesday, November 9, 2010

100

Wow, this is my 100th post. I have an epic saga/ rant saved up, but I don’t want to waste my 100th post on something even more painful and stressful than the usual Dead Baby Mama stuff.

I went back and read my first post and nearly 7 months after writing it, I still don’t understand how my life got to be this way. I now accept that I am not going to wake up one morning and realize that this has all been a horrible dream, but I don’t have any idea what I am supposed to with myself now. Maybe it’s because I am no closer to having a living baby in my arms now than I was then. Maybe it’s because I am just as antisocial right now as I was back then.

What has changed is that I know where to look for understanding and support. Thank you all for sticking with me for 100 posts and helping me get through the worst time in my life. I hope that I have been able to do the same for some of you. Love to you all.

7 comments:

Wyatt's Mommie said...

I enjoy all of your posts!!! Congrats on hitting 100, I hope there will be 100 more!

cullensblessings said...

Enjoying you words even though I too am so sad that we walk this path for the reasons we do.

Catherine W said...

I still don't understand how my life got to be this way either.

I'm sorry that you are going through anything to inspire a rant.

Thank you for all your supportive comments at my blog, I know I've really appreciated them. C xo

Jessica said...

Congrats on your 100th post. I have not been here for all of them but I have enjoyed every one I have been here for! I agree with Megan I hope there are 100 more!

Missy said...

100? Will you be syndicated? Teasing. I feel blessed to have found you despite the shitty circumstances. Much love to you!

Dana said...

I am approaching 100 posts too and it is unbelievable, as are many areas of my life. I keep hoping that I will wake up from the nightmare too, but I guess we will slowly come to truly accept our lives the way they are.

I enjoy reading your posts and your comments on my blog are always helpful.

Sending you love.

Violet1122 said...

I really enjoy your blog, and your honesty about how your life is. You often hit the nail on the head about things that I am feeling, too. I'd give just about anything for this NOT to be your life... but I really appreciate what you have to say.

((Big Hugs))