tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post7147917459557113926..comments2023-04-06T04:06:41.823-06:00Comments on Hello Goodbye: Really, this is not what I needed to see tonightcarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11393089450621191821noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-21112549460559502032013-04-11T11:04:57.665-06:002013-04-11T11:04:57.665-06:00I get it. I find myself feeling like this all the ...I get it. I find myself feeling like this all the time. And then I get mad at myself for being so horrible. I just can't stop the thoughts.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11156015722355587810noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-37617848267051779332013-04-06T21:46:14.237-06:002013-04-06T21:46:14.237-06:00I understand. I actually had a case of the why me...I understand. I actually had a case of the why me's even when I found out a fellow BLM was having another girl. Even though I love my rainbow son, I realy had to readjust my dreams since I had thought we were having 2 girls. I am sure I don't have to explain to you since your rainbow is the opposite gender too. I felt awful for being jealous of her. My point is, anytime someone is having their 2nd or 3rd girl, it takes me back to the shattered dreams feelings I had :( Lisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03402501717587035112noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-56192897826374776252013-04-03T12:21:34.451-06:002013-04-03T12:21:34.451-06:00I totally get this and would have the same reactio...I totally get this and would have the same reaction of WHY US??? I mean really the lack of rhyme or reason to anything in this world is what hits me so hard at times. Massive hugs. Don't be so hard on yourself - you aren't the only one who would have a negative reaction to that story!JoyAndSorrowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03923776278331956351noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-13296171958682201002013-04-02T18:24:50.726-06:002013-04-02T18:24:50.726-06:00I get the jealousy, I totally do. I've felt i...I get the jealousy, I totally do. I've felt it more in the last few months because I would really, really love that happy healthy pregnancy experience and it makes me SO ANGRY and JEALOUS to know I might never get it.<br /><br />But on the other hand, think how you would have felt if this woman had lost her daughter? You would have felt such compassion for her. How awful to lose a healthy, full term, much wanted baby. You know how terrible, how unfair that is. This woman is SUPER, massively LUCKY...and hopefully she knows it.<br /><br />Emilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17587287197734518952noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-46552856587191529552013-04-02T11:45:55.725-06:002013-04-02T11:45:55.725-06:00I feel similarly and including people that seem to...I feel similarly and including people that seem to conceive so easilyGlohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07501457280483176930noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-30926513157955888312013-04-02T08:19:38.577-06:002013-04-02T08:19:38.577-06:00You're not the only one. There's a (large)...You're not the only one. There's a (large) part of me who gets kinda pissed being the only one I know (in real life) who lost their perfectly healthy baby. The same part is bitter when I find out someone who hasn't struggled is pregnant, particularly if I didn't find that person very supportive during my loss. <br /><br />It's like some part of me resents them getting to be keep their kids while we never can. Makes me insanely jealous!<br /><br />I hate being broken too.Lj82https://www.blogger.com/profile/01067562341189588336noreply@blogger.com