tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post3066340178689884470..comments2023-04-06T04:06:41.823-06:00Comments on Hello Goodbye: Right Where I Am: 1 year, 2 months and 10 dayscarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11393089450621191821noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-81871116613279936142011-06-29T13:05:38.656-06:002011-06-29T13:05:38.656-06:00Visiting from Angie's blog hop. I'm sorry ...Visiting from Angie's blog hop. I'm sorry that precious Reid died and that this is life for you (and for so many of us now). I related strongly to almost everythign you wrote: I feel anger and resentment towards families who seem to have what I wanted so easily. I also hated (and still do, to a lessed extent) socialising - I'm beginning to make an effort for the sake of my rainbow and Emma's older siblings but it's an effort not a pleasure.Fireflyforeverhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15290560217994184778noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-31417547481767453982011-06-28T22:18:46.335-06:002011-06-28T22:18:46.335-06:00"The closer the family is to the one I though..."The closer the family is to the one I thought I'd have, the more painful the cringe is. "<br /><br />Yep, that.<br /><br />I am three years + out and it still kills me to see families that look like my dream family.<br /><br />xxxxxSuzyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10979257233557088253noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-42774098701258620212011-06-23T10:32:31.327-06:002011-06-23T10:32:31.327-06:00Sometimes I think what is "normal" anywa...Sometimes I think what is "normal" anyways - its overrated :)<br /><br />We can both go to a fashion intervention together; I have definitely let myself go since Hudson.<br /><br />Seeing other families with 2 children is hard. Very hard.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14063286199824069226noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-65405692947330630412011-06-14T20:31:14.148-06:002011-06-14T20:31:14.148-06:00I related to almost every word. I am so sorry your...I related to almost every word. I am so sorry your Reid is not here. To me, you sound like you are exactly where you need to be in your grief. I'm sorry so many around you are staying silent. Seems to be a common theme with so many of us.<br />And as for the anger, I feel that too. Even at three years. I am pregnant again myself but I still look at other pregnant women (assuming things have all been rosy for them) and I can't help but get jealous.<br />I'm here today via Angie's project.<br />xoHope's Mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04984543289642681339noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-40651976796527270562011-06-14T09:16:50.965-06:002011-06-14T09:16:50.965-06:00I feel like I just wrote this...its exactly how I ...I feel like I just wrote this...its exactly how I feel. I understand what you mean when you say you're tired of faking it which is why you avoided social interaction. I do the same thing. My time is mostly spent with my family because I know it is okay not to be "OK" when I am around them.<br /><br />You will figure out how to keep surviving...you are a strong woman. And, even just surviving is still living.<br /><br />Hugs to you.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13666103858316621352noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1905396975810102836.post-8021555119937413022011-06-14T06:08:18.415-06:002011-06-14T06:08:18.415-06:00This is a beautiful post that resonates with me so...This is a beautiful post that resonates with me so strongly. I too struggle with some of the anger and I too feel lost with knowing who I am any longer.<br /><br />I have also lost many people along the way, especially those who are long distance friends. I feign normality day to day as best I can but somehow just can't connect via distance any more with those who have not lost a baby.<br /><br />Wishing you gentle days ahead and thank you for sharing your grief journey with us.<br /><br />A xAva's mummyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17710945961053736013noreply@blogger.com